DBSK Live Concert In Malaysia 2007

Yes!!!! They are coming to Malaysia on the 24th of November 2007, Saturday!!! I guess all of dbsk fan is pretty excited about this news. Me too ^^. Unfortunately for me and Cass. We cant go coz Cass is having STPM in the month of November and we said before that we are going together. Since she cant go I also cant go coz no people accompany me to go KL, and my parents wont let me go alone for sure.

I see this webpage that there is one dbsk's fan has created this petition for postpone the concert to December. The reason is very simple. Most of dbsk's fans are having SPM and STPM in November and they cant go. But there is news that they cannot postpone the concert as a contract has been signed and the venue is already booked. Everything has been arranged properly. So, the petition cant do anything for us. And she is going to close the petition real soon.

Sob sob... What can we do??? I dont want to miss their concert again like I did in 2006. :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Jealousy

Did anyone read newspaper today??? There is one news in johore bahru about an Indonesian women cuts her husband's penis off coz she is jealous towards her husband 2nd wife. Lolx!!!! Surprisingly, the doctor manage to reattach the penis?!!!! Haha!!! I think the penis wont work properly like last time. Whats wrong with her wife??? If she is jealous just divorce with the man coz its not worth it to continue living with this man tat like to 'berfoya-foya'. Now she have committed a crime. SWT!!!!

Well, Cass is having a stomach ache. Shes not going to training today. So I have to partner with Ah Tong. I very scared when he wanna do Tsumigaishi on me. I dare not to roll. Then, Justin Sensei is having a meeting and Seng Poh Sensei has take over his place. He teach us alots of newaza technique today. Some very complicated and I cant really remember it. Hehe!!! Sure get scolded from him in next training coz Ive forgotten the technique.

Its kinda tired. But I wanted to watch 'The Dance Of Passion' tonight. Its last episode!!! Not going to bed early today as tomorrow no school.

FaceBook

Ive just created a Facebook account. Ah Shan invited me to join if not I wont create one. Anyone have facebook please add me. Thanks!!!

No Grading

1200 wake up. have breakfast and then continue to watch 'Steps'. I dont have anything to do that why I watch this series. This series not really that great like other TVB series. Damn the fucking internet connection!!!! It cannot connect to my laptop this whole noon. I have nothing to do. IM BORED!!! This Cass ah. Come to my house at 1600 something, ask me to go training now. Of coz I didnt go coz its too early. Today no grading. When I reach clubhouse, I see Justin Sensei is going out. He is going to some kind of Amarathba * I think it spells like that coz I dont know how to spell it *. So no grading. After training, we go to eat at Jelutong's Mat Tou Yau Tong Sui. Nice!!!! Then go to Ai Ling's house with Boon Gin, Cass and Wei Chuan to play lantern. Its kind of sampat coz we are kind of adult but still wanna play lantern. Actually we takes picture alot than playing the lantern * with Boon Gin's new hp, k800i. Nice phone with cyber-shot camera *. We just play for awhile and go inside the house to play cards. Hehe!!! All of us kind of kaki judi. "_- Around 2245, we go to have our supper at Sg. Dua's Pelita Nasi Kandar. I know its fattening to have 2 roti canai for supper but I really feel hungry. Reach home at 2350, I didnt feel tired so, I continue to online. ^^

My So Called LOVE

I must be dead

Dreaming of a secret rose

Never been alive in this endless hate

Waking up everyday just to feel shit about myself

Longing for someone to hold

Someone to make me feel beautiful cause I have always been ugly

Deep down inside in this pain is me ready to die again

Maybe I need to forget everything and reset my heart-beat to zero

So much of what I could be to you is just me sleeping

When every night becomes a living memory of us

My out of control tears

An aching joy

A bleeding happiness

A boy and a girl who love each other so much

I bought some flowers for you
I miss you

-Credit by DeathLess-

My Merdeka!!!!

Finally, mock exam finish with the last paper, history 3. Should I declare my merdeka first??? But Ive done really bad in history 3. Coz I didnt really study for it. Tunku Abdul Rahman shouts 7 times merdeka. My final not yet over. So, I should shout 3.5 times. Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!! Merd!!! Hehe!!! The other half will continue after 22 november. Lolx!!! So, what should I do today??? Eat, sleep watch tv and online. I get to watch 'Steps' starring Bernice Liu and Steven Ma coz my sis has subscribe Astro On Demand starting today. Hooray!!!

Argghhh!!! No Electricity!!!

History paper 1 today!!! As usual what I wanna say is S-U-X!!! I dont know how to explain for 'the new imperialism' and 'russian revolution'. Gagagaga!!! Its pretty tough. I need to work extra hard for my final this october/november. Tomorrow last paper and its merdeka time!!! Wait!!! Not too excited. I still need to study for my History paper 3.

I only manage to study 1 topic during noon time. I think Im a little too excited cos I dont have the mood to study today. Ive watched 'The Forbidden Floor'. Wow!!! This one is way better than 'February 29'. Scary and creepy!!! Damn!!! The ghost kill people in this movie!!! AHHHHHH!!!! Do ghost really kill people??? Well, I just watch halfway as some part of the story is quite boring coz they keep on talking and its not interesting. No worry. Tomorrow I can watch it whole day. Hehe!!!!

Damn!!! Very bad indeed. Around 1800, my house got no electricity. I dont know whats happening. I was feeding my dog and suddenly the tv become blur. I thought my bro is playing with the romote control but he denied it. The tv become blur and it look like in the movie 'Ring O' blur type. Swt!!! Suddenly the light is blinking. Gagagaga!!! Ghost?!! I dont know what should I do so, I called my mom. She come back and check everything. Everything is ok. No wires get burn. Then, I have to call the TNB people to come to our house to fix it. Do you know what time they arrive??? It around 2030. So late. I called them around 1900. What the heck are they doing??? Buka puasa I think. Waste my time. Im running out of time to study for my tomorrow exam. Seems like I need to burn the midnight oil later.

Luckily they managed to fix the wire. They said that one of the wire on the roof is burned. If they cant fix it, I no need to sit for history paper 3 tomorrow.

Peek-A-Boo!!! Louise is getting ready to party!!!

After TNB workers had fixed the electricity... I and Louise... Notice her body has been wrapped by the gold thingy... Hehe!!!

L-O-V-E

You like playing my emotions,

Like some kind of game,

The whole time you,

Openly lied to me,

Making me believe you were genuine,

You found Victory as i was just,

Another ego boost for you,

Never thought it would,

End like this,

I will never do this again.

The Misery Is Company

People hate me,
because it's easy to hate what you cannot understand,
that's why i'm alone every day.

Because i'm different,
because i'm strange,
but I will never change.

Denying what I am,
is denying i'm a person,
denying i'm an individual.

No one cares,
they search for perfection,
but it will not bring them hapiness,
I am not perfect,
I am afraid,
I am alone.

They don't want me,
i'm too much effort,
will I be here tomorrow?
I know I don't want to be anymore.

No one comes round anymore,
because the misery is company,
but company hates misery.

-credit by : DarkHorse-

ELS Paper Suck!!!

English Legal System Paper Suck!!!! Actually I study last minutes that why I dunno how to answer the paper today. What I write for the answer is crap and rubbish. 100% confirm that Im going to fail. Haizzz. Just now Im studying for my Literature paper while watching 'On The First Beat'. Hehe!!! After finish studying, I watch 4 Horror Tales. I watch the first story which is February 29. Not scary at all. I feel sleepy while watching the movie. Does this shows that the story is bored as I seldom fall asleep when Im watching movie. Erm... Unless Im really tired. I dont think that Im tired but last night I sleep at 0300 and wake up at 0740. Well, Cass is having fever and not going to training later. Ahhhh.... Makes me lazy wanna go training too coz I dont have partner. Sad sad. I think Im going to skip training too. Yea yea... I know Im lazy. ;P

Bye Bye Sensei Takeshi

Continue from the previous blog...

Today we go to GP to shop * actually cass is the one that wanna shop. She wanna buy a new wallet *. She end up didnt buy any coz she undecided. Today we are not having any farewell party for Sensei Takeshi as he need to go back to Japan tonight. Something urgent I think. So, his last class with us is on Friday during our grading practice. Arghhh!!! I didnt take picture with him for memory. Haizzz. Training as normal without Sensei Takeshi. Sensei Deaf join our training today. And our grading has postpone to next saturday as Sensei Justin thinks that we still need lots of practice. Fwehhh...

Hope that Sensei Takeshi's problem can be solve as soon as possible. Hope that Sensei enjoy his trip here. Farewell Sensei Takeshi!!!

All Girls Night Out

Erm... This is friday's blog. My dad is going back today at 1430. Pretty sad as hes only going to come back until December. So, I didnt attend my literature class at 1400. After sending my dad to Sg Nibong bus terminal, I continue to watch my TVB series. I have grading practice at 1830 in clubhouse. And its raining for the whole afternoon so, I need Ai Ling to fetch me there. Ai Ling stuck in the traffic jam and she reachs my house at 1845.

Tonight we are going to stay at Ai Ling's house. We wanna make rice ball and jelly for Sensei Takeshi 's farewell party. After training I, Ai Ling and Ashley go to tesco to shop for the stuff that we need. Then we buy pizza for our dinner. We watch White Noise The Light that night.
Erm... The movie quite nice. After finish watching, all of us get ourself clean and ready to make the rice ball. At first we dont know how to cook rice so, we decide to call the piggy Cass to teach us. Shes sleeping in the living room's sofa. I and Ashley try to wake her up but she ignore us. Haizzz... Since the piggy Cass cant wake up, we decide to cook and made it ourselves. We finish it around 0330. I and Ashley sleep at 0500 coz we cant sleep and we keep on gossiping. Lol!!! And Im having stomach ache that night. Go to toilet twice. SWT!!! Dont know what happen to me.

I Love Ron Ng!!!!

I fell in love with Ron Ng Cheuk Hei!!! Hes so hot!!! Lolx!!

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Hes sooooo CUTE!!!! I LOVE Him!!!

Study!!!

I just attend History class today. Coz I want to watch 'On The First Beat'. So, I decide to skip Contract and Tort classes. Its raining at the noon and evening. My family and I except my bro go to QB to shop for clothes and groceries. My mom and sis have bought some clothes from ace win. They hang out at the shop quite long as they cant decide which clothes they should purchase and they keep on trying the clothes that they like. I feel so bored :'( After that, we go to the basement to buy some groceries. We also buy some food to eat such as sushi and crinkle fries. Yummy!!! Reach back home and I continue to watch 'On The First Beat'. But I have to stop watching it as I need to do some study. :( I need to study now...

Gotta Study Now...

Naraka 19 is not nice. The storyline is so confusing and there is no scary ghost 'flying here andthere'. 2 stars for this movie. Sad sad... My laptop a bit 'lan si' coz it cannot play 'Heart Of Greed' disc 3. So, I cannot watch it last night. This morning I try it again but still cant so, I decide to watch other series which is 'On The First Beat'. I watch it till episode 10. In just 1 day and I didnt study yet. I started to do some revision around 2230. I too late to start my revision. Im going to DIE!!!! I still have ELS, Contract Law,Law of Tort and History to study. D-I-E!!!!

Tiring day

So sleepy... Cant wake up when my alarm ring this morning. It ring at 0900 but I continue to sleep until 0930, another 2nd alarm ring but I switch it off and continue to sleep. Nono... I cant do that. Im having class at 1100 so I haf to wake up now-- I say to myself. Lol!!! So I wake up at 0945. Sien... Feel so lazy going to college. Class start at 1100 with History and 1400 is Law class. After that, I and Ai Ling go to Kim Gary for our lunch right after class, 1600. Training at 1730 today at Clubhouse. Today we practice our grading. Sensei say I need lots of practice :(. Well, after training we go to McD for some drinks, RIBENA!!! Hehe!!! Our favourite ^^. I feel tired coz when Im watching 'La Femme Desperado' my eye lid keep on dropping. Lol!!! But Im going to watch 'Heart Of Greed' tonight no matter what. As tomorrow I dont have class.

Busy

My dad is back from sunday til friday!!! Yay!!! Anyway, Im quite busy this week as I need to study for my mock exam, practice my grading and finish up my TVB series 'Heart Of Greed'. Lolx!!! The most important is accompany my dad. My laptop is still having problem with the internet connection. I dont understand why as my sis already fix it for me but when i switch it on the next day, it cannot connect to the net again. I was like-- what the hell?!? Im mad and frustrated. How come it cannot work properly. What did the Hp's worker done to my laptop. Darn!!!!

My Baby V is back!!!!

Lolx!!! Its my lovely laptop actually. 'He's back!!! But the BLOODY HELL Hp worker has reformat my laptop without informing me or save any backup for me. I was fucking pissed off. Then my sis help me to scold the worker. Lolx!!! Now I have to reinstall my window live messenger 8.5 BETA and my limewire. I have to download back all my chinese songs especially my Jay Chou and Wang LeeHom's latest album. My english songs!!!!!!! All the emo, rnb, hip hop, rap, rock n lots more!!!! All GONE!!! G-O-N-E!!!!! My DBSK's songs and video and also their banjun drama!!!! GONE too!!!! All the pictures that I take during our judo tournement from january until august!!! My emo pictures!!!! Picture for my blog!!!! Jay chou, DBSK and Wu Zun pictures!!! My own pictures!!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!! Everything!!!!! Damn!!!! Im not going to sleep until everything is back in my laptop.

Ju No Kata

Yay!!! yestrerday training Ive learn a new kata. Its Ju No Kata ( form of gentleness) is a kata in Judo. According to my research, it consists in three sets ( 15 types ). Yesterday I just learn 5 types ( the first set ). I forgot the name of the 5 techniques but Ive found it in wiki. Hehe.

• First set
• Tsukidashi (Hand Thrust)
• Kata-oshi (Shoulder Push)
• Ryote-dori (Two Hand Hold)
• Kata-mawashi (Shoulder Hold)
• Ago-oshi (Jaw Push)

Its fun. Haha!!! I partner with Cass but we changed our position. I decide to become tori and she wanted to become uke. Usually in kata shes the tori and Im the uke. Lolx!!!

Movie!!!

Lots of movie that I need to watch it!!!

1. Secret *i must watch it but no people accompany me to watch it... :(*
2. The Invasion
3. Train Of The Dead
4. Naraka 19
5. Black Sheep *i think its kind of nice... cos its about sheep eating human flesh and the human turns into a sheep zombie... geezzz... kind of freaky... so dont eat sheep anymore or else....*
6. 4 Tales of K-Horror -> February 29, Dark Forest, Roommates and Hidden Floor
7. Anna & Anna *Karena Lam!!! Shes pretty... Im going to watch this... Its a MUST!!!

Exam coming soon but I still want to go for movies. All of the movies are great and I cant miss it.

Pusat Satelit ISN???

Yesterday I just went to Mr Siraj's History class coz Im going to MSN at 1415 for the Pelancaran Pusat Satelit ISN. I dont even know what is that. I just went there for fun. The function was so boring as we have to sit under a tent and listen for the so called VIP's speech. After that its jamuan ringan time. Lol!!! Nothing much for us to eat as everyone like 'hungry ghost'. They take all the nice stuff like fried chicken. When we reach there is no more fried chicken left for us. We just have some fried mee, fried koay teow and popiah. After that we went to Sungai Dua's Hidden Recipe Restaurant for some food again. The food is quite nice and the price is quite reasonable too. Of course, some of us skip training. Lol!!!

Hate That I Love You by Rihanna ft Ne-Yo

Hate That I Love You
RIHANNA FT NE-YO


[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
As much I love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so...

Boredom Kills Me!!!

Besides enjoying Shan's birthday party last thursday, Ive done nothing this week. Its kind of boring this week. My laptop have been send to 'hospital' for the last two weeks. It need to stay at the 'hospital' for another two weeks. Damn!!! I cant watch my TVB series. I cant buy any new movie to watch. As my computer have no sound system. I think the sound card in the PC have spoiled and we didnt fix it until today. So, I cant watch movie with my computer. It suck!!! Classes going to resume tomorrow and my mock exam is on the 17th September. The good news is I havent revise yet. Sounds great right. And my final is js 1 month to go. I need to study now. But Im not into the mood. What should I do??? Im floating right now. SWT!!!!