Im thinking of quiting Judo... As Im just too tired of it... Pressure for competition especially Sukma. Im like not in the mood for judo anymore. Every time I went to training like no mood and dont really wanna train that hard anymore. Ive already plan to quit after Sukma. But... Now I think that I wanna quit right now. Last week I skipped the whole training session. Just get scolded by Sensei... Like he ask me why I didnt come to training last whole week. And I js say nothing. I know that this is not the right reason... But I really just saja wanna skipped the training... And Sensei said that Im not responsible. Cos we just have six months to go for Sukma. And I didnt train hard for it. Ohyea!!! Im IRRESPONSIBLE!!!! So what did you want me to do??? Maybe you should just kick me out of the Sukma Team. I didnt really want it anymore.
But Im going to think really careful what I really want...
Anyway, did anybody know when is the A-Levels result is coming out??? I hope that I pass... And Ive started to plan for my degree course already... Im taking Law of course... Im thinking of going to Taylors College... Thats my DREAM college at first. At first I was thinking of going to Wawasan Open University (WOU) or maybe Help University but WOU just offer A-Levels only if Im not mistaken. And Help did offer A degree for Law but Im not sure whether they have study loan or not. I kinda forgetful. But I really wanted to go to Taylors.
The requirement for Taylors is CCC... So Im praying that I get CCC... I know its hard but please God... Bless me!!!
Ive found out that there is a benefit for me ot stay in judo as there is a sport scholarship but not in taylors. Its offer in KDU and Inti.
So what should I do??? All I need is time for me to think wisely...
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