Yesterday I watched tv1 for the SEA Games daily report. Ive been waiting for the judo news for sooooooooooo long. Finally the stupid reporter old man was going to show me the news. Hell yeah!!! I hate the old man as he was announcing the today's events and the target of Malaysia Team in winning gold medals in every sports for Malaysia. When he reached judo, he said," Judo nampaknya tidak mempunyai harapan untuk sebarang pingat." ^%$#@ I was like DAMN YOU OLD MAN!!! after ive heard what he says. You think you can won anything for Malaysia with all of your fats!!! You are just a filthy reporter, so just shut the fuck up!!! I saw Marjan aka Ramly burger seller first. He was against the Philippines player, Ramrez Gilbert. His match was not that interesting as Fakhrul match against the Myanmar player, Nyi Nyi. But both of them won a bronze medal. Congratz!!!!

I wont be able to watch Li Ying's match this Friday as Im having class from 1400-1700. Boring.... I wanted to watch Li Ying fight badly.... *sobz sobz*

Vincent - Don McLean

Starry Night by Vincent Van Gogh

Vincent

by Don McLean

Starry, starry night.

Paint your palette blue and grey,

Look out on a summer's day,

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.

Shadows on the hills,

Sketch the trees and the daffodils,

Catch the breeze and the winter chills,

In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen, they did not know how.

Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.

Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,

Swirling clouds in violet haze,

Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.

Colors changing hue, morning fields of amber grain,

Weathered faces lined in pain,

Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen, they did not know how.

Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,

But still your love was true.

And when no hope was left in sight

On that starry, starry night,

You took your life, as lovers often do.

But I could have told you, Vincent,

This world was never meant for one

As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.

Portraits hung in empty halls,

Frameless head on nameless walls,

With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.

Like the strangers that you've met,

The ragged men in the ragged clothes,

The silver thorn of bloody rose,

Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen, they're not listening still.

Perhaps they never will...

Heard this song from The Heart of Greed.

And I did some research from this song as Ive been told that this song have a story behind... Vincent.

Vincent is a song by Don McLean as a tributes to Vincent Van Gogh. The song headline is Starry starry night, refering to Van Gogh's painting. In every stanza in the song, it describes every painting of Van Gogh.

1... 2... 3... Im counting the months I started to become jobless. I have to quit my job as I wanted to study for my exam. Well, its over now... Erm... Actually it ends in the 22nd November. But Im too lazy to look for another job. So, I stay at home goyang kaki until now, I feel like going to start hunting for a new job. Coz I want to buy lotsa stuff!!!! Thats why I must kuai kuai to start my job hunting...

Today is 11th December 2007, that means is the day where Judo in SEA Games is going to start. I must wake up early to watch tv1 for the SEA Games news. But.... I piggy until 1030. Paiseh nia. But but but... The show starts at 1030 so I get to watch it. But there is no news about judo. They report the yesterday events. Haizzz... I shouldnt wake up... Lolx!!! Anyway, in 1505, there will be another special progamme for SEA Games event. I must watch it. Wanna support Li Ying. News of Malaysia Judo team winning in SEA games will be updated in these 3 days.

GOGOGO Li Ying!!!!
GOGOGO Malaysia Judo Team!!!!
GO FOR GOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!

End of 2007 Survey

2007 IS COMING TO AN END

1. Have you had any relationships this year?
Nop. Love being single ^^

2. Have you had your birthday yet?
Yeah. Its on the first month of the year, JANUARY!!!

3. Cried yet?
Cried alot this year

4. Been on a diet?
Always

5. Pulled an all nighter?
Nop

6. Drank Starbucks?
Nah. I prefer Coffee Bean

7. Went Camping?
Nop but on trip with all the Penang Judo Team.

8. Bought something(s)?
Like???

9. Met someone special?
Sadly no... My special someone is YunHo!!! Love him soooooo much!!!

10. Been out of state?
Yeah. Ipoh, Johor and Negeri Sembilan.

12. What are you thinking about?
My Life
___________________________________________

1.) Hugged someone?
Yup.

2.) Slept in someone elses bed?
Yup. Sleep Over at Ai Ling's house.

3.) Got a job?
Going to hunt for a job soon.

4.) Loaned out money?
Nop

5.) Gotten in a car accident?
Nop. Didnt really drive recently.

6.) Gone over your mobile phone bill?
Nop

7.) Been called a slut?
Never. Fuck you! Those who think Im slut. Just look at yourself before calling me a slut!

8.) Done something you regret?
Of course. Always act before think wisely.

LAST :
_________________________________________________________

Last Person you hugged?
Erm.... Cant remember.

Last Person to call you?
Mami

When was the last time you felt stupid?
Erm... It was like just a minute ago.

Who did you last yell at?
My little brother.

What did you do today?
Skipped my Moral Studies class, online and watch DVD.

TEN FACTS :
___________________________________________________________

01. Name?
Ranny

02. Natural hair color?
Black

03. Initials?
____

04. Hair style?
Long and bleached my hair ends

05. Eye color?
Dark brown

06. Height:
170cm/5 ft 7 inch

07. Pets:
A Shi-Tzu doggie known as Louise

08. Mood?
Bored.

09. Where would you rather be?
No idea

10. What was the last thing you drank?
Plain water.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

01. Have you ever been in love:
Not really

02. Do you believe in love?
Money or Love???

03. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
Just too playful.

04. Have you ever been heartbroken:
Yeah. [You cant fix my broken heart]

05. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I dont think so

06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?
NEVER!!!!

07. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Of course I do.

08. Are you afraid of commitment?
Erm... No... I think so

10. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
Serious relationship??? Nop

4 EMOTIONS
___________________________________________________________

01. Are you missing someone right now?
Nop

02. Are you happy?
Sort of

03. Are you eating anything?
Yea. A breakfast

04. Do you like someone right now?
Nop

Random Lyrics Quotes

[Im Not One Of Them... But I Can Pretend]

I feel like a HERO and you are my HEROINE
And do you know that your LOVE is the SWEETEST sin?

Remember WE used to laugh and say
No one understood our way
And there were times
When you would CRY
And came knocking
On my door
And I WAS THERE
To SHELTER your PAIN

YOU're the one MISTAKE
I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unMERCIful
It took me down
Too LITTLE and TOO late
So now I know your kind
You FAKE IT easy, just to PLEASE ME

Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

To admit that I'M WRONG
And then change my mind
SORRY but I have to MOVE ON
And LEAVE you behind

I wanted you to know I LOVE the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and STEAL your PAIN AWAY
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna HOLD YOU HIGH and steal your pain

Cover up with makeup in the mirror tell yourself,
it's never gonna happen again you CRY ALONE and then he SWEARS he LOVES you.

Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you BELIEVE in a LOVE that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So GIVE US a chance

Putting my heart back TOGETHER
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got OVER YOU

Ive finished my Yakitate! Ja-Pan and going to start with The Ultimate Crime Fighter.

Last night went to gp to watch The Ferryman. For God's sake, this movie was DAMN BORED!!! Im freezing and kek jiu inside the cinema. Lolx!!! We watch the movie at late night, 0030. The best part was I went to qb in the noon for shopping. Ive already bought my Christmas's clothes and I had DOME for my lunch!!!! Its been ages since the last time I had my meal in Dome. Well, as usual i had a chicken pie. Thats soooooooooooo yuuuuummmyyy... My saliva still drooling. Lolx!!! At night, I went to coffee bean. Had a Mocha Ice Blended. Damn damn damn... Feel like heaven... Lolx!!!

Monday is my first class for Moral Studies (LAN). Its in annexe B, the building where there is a Bandar Baru supermarket which kinda lousy. When you enter into the building it looks kinda like an abandoned building, as the esclators and air-con is not functioning, also most of the shops is closed and there is barely lights on. Looks kinda creepy if it is night time. i wont dare to take the lift alone. Well, the lecturer is kinda SUCK!!! Her english SUCK alot!!! What can we expect... She's a Malay, duh... I prefer my Malaysian Studies class than this damn class. Like the Malaysian Studies class we have a coursework that need to be done in a group. Since the LAZY MALAY lecturer dont allowed us to make a new group, we have to randomly join into others people group. Why cant we do the coursework ourself??? Wont it will become easier... Haizzz