Trust or Betrayed

As Ive lost my handphone in F.O.S, my shop exe would like to investigate for me... by asking the bomoh... WTF??? I didnt believe in such things. But the malays did. Also I dont know what can I do to find out who is the thief, so, I have to follow them by asking the bomoh.


Before that, let me explain what happened that day.


The day I losy my handphone. 24 Nov 2008, Monday.


I was afternoon shift that day. I still remember I reached qbm early that day at 1416 and my shift start at 1430. So, I can lepak lepak inside the store room for awhile. Reached the store room, I put my hp, wallet, water tumbler and keys inside the locker. Oniey was there also. Have a little chat. 1430, I punched in and went outside to check what am I supposed to do that day. Im the cashier for 1430-1730. Straight to the cashier till my 1730, I was waiting for Sue to take over the cashier as it was my break time. She was late. At 1730, there were Ewan, Chiew Yuin, Farah and Fizi that were going to break with me. However, they didint wait for me coz usually they will wait for me and its our style to wait for eveyone to break. They just go without me and didnt inform me where they were going. As soon as Sue take over the cashier, I quickly went to take my stuff


and thats the time I found my hp was GONE!!! I thought Ewan and Fizi were


playing some kinda prank on me. As I shared locker with Ewan. He was the one that can open my locker and took it. I told Ami and she helped me to call Fizi but cannot get him. I even called my own number but it went into the voicemail. I was thinking stopped the crap!



Then I found them at LG, outside food court. I went to Fizi and asked him bout hiding my hp or playing a prank on me. But he said no. Ewan said no too. I and Ewan went back to our shop early to search for my hp. But NO. Nothing found. No one admit about stealing my hp.



Solution by Ami was eveyone need to pay me rm50 each as my hp lost inside the shop and no ones going to admit it. Then, all of them asked me to go ask bomoh as they said bomoh can help. But I didnt do it. I dont believe in such crap!



Second day I lost my hp. 25 Nov 2008, Tuesday.



Pent asked the bomoh and the bomoh said that the person had sold my hp to someone at BJ complex. Abg Israf asked 2 bomohs, my hp was still in the shop. It was hidden somwhere near my locker with something soft covering it. Besides, 2 names were given as a suspects. Guess what... Both were my close friends in F.O.S. Who should I trust??? I felt so confused. I dont know what should I do....



Third day I lost my hp. 26 Nov 2008, Wednesday.



Abg Israf called the 2 suspects and I to had a final discussion. He asked me to decide who did I suspect as the thief. I was really hard for me to make a decision. Both were my close friends. I dont know who to suspect. Both also denied from doing it. Lastly, I choose him. When I said his name out, he immediately cry. I cannot bear my own tears and I cry too. I didnt know why I cry. Maybe Im lost in making decision. Maybe I felt betrayed. Maybe its hurt for me to make that decision. He need to pay me rm400 (market price for my hp was rm800 and he need to pay me half of it only) and Abg Israf going to termiante him.



Decision was hard to make. Ive learned that DO NOT TRUST ANYONE BUT OURSELF. Close or best friends DO NOT TRUST THEM!



Anyway, the solution wasnt fair for me. Im not satisfied with the way the end this matter. Now I dont have any hp with me. No money to get a new one as the person is not going to pay me. I dont know what can I do.



I always asked God. After all these thing happen to me, I think life suck! With


my hp missing, I HATE LIFE!!!
SCREW LIFE!!!
FUCK LIFE!!!

Lost My Hp

I hate my life!!!



SCREW LIFE!!!!




I lost my hp again... This is the second time...

Cannot trust anyone in the workplace... They are so fake.... How can they be nice and backstab you at the same time???



I just put my hp inside the locker as usual and when Im going for my dinner


break Ive find it MISSING!!!




I didnt get panic... I didnt know why I didnt get panic as last time I cry like baby when I lost my hp... Maybe Ive grown up and Ive face lotsa things more than missing my hp...

Well, I tried to call my own number but cannot get thru..

Where the HELL are you, my hp????




WHO THE FUCK that steal my hp???




Im soooooooooooo FUCKING pissed off with my life!!!

Fattie me...

Do I look FAT???

Dyra and Ewan said that my face look BULAT recently...

And I was like WTF?!!!

I didnt realise that as I keep on eating day and night and even midnight with large portion of food and junkies....

Damn!!! I should start my diet marathon like now...

I must said to myself 100 times a day, "Dont eat junkies too much, No KFC, No McD"

My most recent pix... Honestly do I really look bulat than last time???

New Life Perhaps...

Busy with moving to my new house...
My new house located not really far away from my previous house...
The differences are:-
From terrace to flat
From five to four
From good internet coverage to BAD internet coverage *DAMN*

I dont really like my new house as there are lotsa malay people living there and my bike is in high risk! They like to steal bike! Gosh! Im scared that one day I wake up my bike is no longer at the place I park.

Well, lotsa my friends dont have any idea that Ive moved to new house for like 2weeks! Tsk tsk... Shame on them. Lol!!!

Anyway, my life should go on after all those bad things happened to us. Although its not really over but I think its getting better than last few months from what we have suffer. Maybe a few more months the things are coming back but I should lead a new life from today onwards.

My new life leads me to go clubbing so often. I went to clubbing for at least once a week and I know that my mom dont really like it. But what can I do??? I really enjoy the time there.

To mom : Dont worry, Mom. Nothing is going to happen to me. Dont forget that I know kungfu! I know how to take care of myself ;)

P.S : Who want to join me??? Lol!!!

I and Oniey. We look so blue-ish

Drama and party queen... She's so damn bitchy yet I still went to clubbing with her. WTF?!!

They come again today...

I mean just now...

Shouting and hitting the gate...

Im so scared then I locked myself and Louise inside my room...

Cant they just get the FUCK OFF our life?!!

I dont want to live in fear anymore...

I always have to face this alone when it happens...

TWICE...

We used to be happy but now

...

Falling apart...

Everything totally changed....

Its BROKEN...

I dont want to be like this...

I cry every single night and time whenever I think about it...

We are broken...

No more happy ...............................................................

in my life

And I HATE THEM!!!!

REALLY REALLY HATE THOSE PEOPLE!!!!

Cant they leave the innocent people to live a normal live....

Cant they, huh??? WHY!!!!