I Want To Live Like Spongebob

Let's live like Spongebob.
He is always happy *even though sometimes it is stupid*
Let's sing song!!!!

Are you ready kids "Aye Aye Captain"I Can't hear you "AYE AYE CAPTAIN"Ohh...Who lives in a pineapple under the sea "Spongebob squarepants"Absorbant and yellow and porous is he "Spongebob Squarepants"If nautical nonsense be something you wish "Spongebob Squarepants"Then flop on the deck and plop like a fish "Spongebob Squarepants"READYSpongebob squarepantsSpongebob squarepantsSpongebob squarepants
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!! AH AHH AHH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHH....

Are You My Friend?

"Friends come and go" Heard of this quote before? Yes, I do.

Tons of time when I have problems with my friends.

The quote came across my mind whenever I feel they are neglecting me.

It always happens on me.

What is friends for you?

I have alot of friends but true friends may be one or two.

They fall into different type of groups :

1) Facebook friends - Someone with "Hey" and "Bye"

2) College friends - Someone to hang out with after class and there is a distance between us. No secrets are told to them.

3) Colleagues - Someone that I have to communicate with them due to work issues.

4) BFFs - Someone who I share every single things in my life. In return, they will be by my side whenever Im down or happy.

Which categories do you think you are in?

Dont ask me. Ask yourself as you know better than I do.

This Work Gives Me Hell

I am busy working from 4th - 14th June for Movie Blockbusta event at Queensbay Mall.

Well, the pay is actually attractive but the people and the management are HELL.

The event is not really well organized.

First day of work is kinda chaotic.

Following day may be better. I guess *in doubtful*

I've never work in such boring event.

I expected it to be a fun event but it turn out to be bored.

Only the cosplay competition is kinda fun.

Now I can rest till 28th June for my new semester.

Never Stress Before

Ive been busy with my final preparation.

Writing notes, searching for the notes and of course, READ!

Ive forget to post a blog about Jay's portable fan that I get.

Lets take a little peek at Jay's fan.

This sem final exam makes me feel stress.

Honestly I never feel stress for any exams in my life.

Am I too worried??

Im worried of myself getting flunk in my Computing Essential's paper.

Im worried that my CGPA will drop.

And Im feeling guilty that I watch tv and play fb more than doing my revision.

And I didnt have the chance to watch my Robert Downey Jr. in Iron Man 2.

Im The New Heroes Character!

Class at 11pm which I hate the most as the car park is always full and I have to park at Fort Cornwalis, walk to college under the burning hot sun.

I park very far and I dont have enough coins to put into the machine.

All I have is just 30cents.

I think I will get MPPP summon again.

=[

F&B class might be interesting as I find out that I own my dad's talent!

LOL.

Nah... I just bluff.

We cook pancake today!!!

I think I did good in cooking that pancake except it fall on the gas stove while Im trying to make fun of it by flipping it.

Dont worry. It taste good. =]

Class finish early around 1315.

Walking back to Fort Cornwalis again....

HOT HOT HOT....

Almost near my car, inside my heart I keep on saying please no MPPP summon repeatedly.

Yes!!!!!

No summon!!!!

Im feeling lucky today.

Ive become a hero today by saving a kitten that trapped on the first floor, I suppose.

I should stars in HEROES. LOL

With the abality to conncet with animals.

I love dogs the most even strays and other animals too.

Im feeling happy!! =D

The place where the little kitten is trapped (red circle)

After the rescue *perasan =P*, the kitten sleeps on the stairs.

Im feeling LUCKY AND HAPPY!!!

Therefore, I reward myself with a Nestle's Traffic Light popsicle. Yum =d

Do believe in karma, that's all I can say.

Changes

Did anyone realise that Ive changed??
Or its not me. Its them???
I know that people tends to change from time to time.
So do friendship and relationship.
Maybe I am a sensitive person.
I think that I have been isolated by them.
I dont know why.
Is it because of the communication gap that we are facing right now.
I just feel diferent.
It doesnt feel like last time anymore.
We do not have lotsa common things to talk about.
We have different kind of perspective and point of view.
The changes are pulling us apart from this friendship.
Or should I find a partner to fulfil your requirement for me to fit into the group.
Im just tired of the isolation treatment from you people.
I might be doing something foolish against you all but Im just being myself.
I want you people to feel what Ive felt.
I may look tough but actually I am the one who easily get hurt....

The Feeling...

There is always excuses from everyone of you.

Im sick of it!!!

Im tired of people giving me excuses and rejection.

Fuck all those crappy shit off!!!

Tends To Be

Love does not mean a gf/bf relationship. Love is everything. Family, friends, special someone and stuff like hobbies. Love does not mean that you have to say the magic words, 'ILoveYou' 24/7. Since its magic, do it specially.

I love my family.

But...

It tends to be broken... =[

ILoveYou

But...

It tends to be nothing.

You make me feels LoveSucks!

Cheated.Love.BrokenHeart.

I should learn to LoveMyself first before

I learn to LoveYou.

Im Good

Its kinda tense as im have to face my fear on the upcoming wed....

FA is my biggest fear!!! =S

I did some study but cant really remember anything bout it... What should I do????

I feel really stress so, i decide to have my lunch at Kapitan (QB).

I sit there and the wind blew strongly and i feel very relaxing...

Im facing the new building where I look at it and it give me some kinda thoughts...

I feel very peaceful....

I dunno why...

Maybe im too stress or maybe im crazy!!!

Hanging out with Ai Ling and Ashley today and both of them are updating me with judo's gossips.

I'm having fun listening to their gossip.

Honestly i'm thinking of joining back judo but...

Well, they are going to sukma tomorrow... I'm jealous about it. As last time I remember that I'm very into judo eventhough I'm not good in it. But I like it... I believe that Judo Is The Way of My Life... I used to say that I wont quit judo so soon. I've joined lots of competition for the last 2years and I love it, no matter I won or lost in the competition. I just LOVE it. Last time I dream of training hard to join and win in Sukma 2008. But I've quit =(

Its a bit small but the above is the surat pengesahan penyertaan Judo Sukma 2008 on 15 March 2008. My name is there... In the RED CIRCLE. But now my name has been taken out. =(

And there is no turning back time for me to remake the decision again. There is no use for me to regret about it. I've choose to quit and thats it.

p.s : I really hope that there is a time machine for me to turn back the time... =( Anyway, GOOD LUCK to Penang Judo Team in Sukma 2008!!!! Gambateh!!!!