Being Beauty Is Agonizing

Ever think of going under plastic surgery to become prettier than you are now???

Watched 200 pounds of beauty????

Well....

Its nice...

Ive just watched it today...

The story tells a tale that a large girl undergo an extreme makeover to become a pop sensation...

And also to win the heart of her loved ones.

Moral of the story :

We dont need to be fake to hide our 'real identity'.

Just be yourself and everyone will accept it.

Am I being too emotional???

Life is like this...

We cant change or decide whats our fate...

Why some people maybe lucky to have a good life???

Why not me?!!??

When one person feel stressed/frustrated, they will cry. Just like me. Im the kind of person that like to keep my own problem to myself. I can trust NOBODY in this world!!! Everyone is fake!!! Thats why I prefer to keep everything to myself.

Year 2008 isnt a very good year for me. As Im suffering for depression alot this month. All the problems make me feel frustrated with my life. One day, I cry in front of everyone as I cant stand anymore.

All the

Pressure...
Nonsense...
Lies...

Thats hurt!!!

I think cry is the best way for me to release all my depression for these few weeks.

[ Nobody Can Fix ME ]

My Current Mood... Sad and Depressed

It is a fate that we have to be like this??? No Care... No Love... Just Disappointment...

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels.

GSC QBM 1st Annual Dinner 2008

Its raining when Im about to go to fetch Sobana. But luckily its drizziling when we reach G Hotel. We reached there same time with Azewan and his friends. So, we enter the G Hotel together to find the place for our annual dinner.

Cant believe that we are having our annual dinner at G Spot, buffet and clubbing style. Thats great. I love it. I can HIT THE DANCE FLOOR!!! Lol!!! We start the party late as most of the people arrive late. Well, first of all a speech from our AA, Miss Shilawanis. Then, cake cutting ceremony by Mr Sam together with the staff that are born in the month of January until March. Of course, Im one of them. Here comes the important part... FOOD!!!! Nice food they have prepared such as

Fried Rice, Fried BeeHoon, Lasagna, Pizza, Chicken Tandoori, Fruits like honeydew, watermelon and dragonfruit, cheese cakes and some malay kuih.

While eating, we are having a lucky draw at the same time. Great prizes to be won. They have DVD players and Mp3 players too. GOD!!! I was praying so hard to get the Mp3 player but I didnt get it..... Sob sob... Why they all didnt draw my number?? Im 35!!! Haizzz.

Besides that, the person that get the lucky draw prizes have to dance or sing before they get their prize. My god!!! All of them are so bad. They call out my name when Zul receive the prize and he need to find a partner to dance with him. This Naeser call out my name so damn freaking loud!!!! What to do... I have to dance with him. My god!!!! Its waltz... I dont know anything le. So, I simply dance. Lol!!! But Im having fun. Later, its free dance and I have to dance with Mr Sam. Cant believe that Mr Sam is such a great dancer. Haha!!!

After all the lucky draw and games, its time for us to go back. Before that we have an encore! Free dancing. Everyone was in and we dance till sweat!!! Lmao!!! The party finish around 0330.

I reach home at 0345 and sleep at 0400. Damn!!! Im so sleepy but tomorrow I still have to work at 1000. I just slept for 4hours only. Sooooooo Sleeeeeeepy. Zzz...

Annual Dinner

Feb 14th is my last blog!!! Oh god! I didnt realize about that. Im too busy with Lans exam, work and hanging out with my friends and of course seeing him everyday ;) . Its been 2weeks Ive stop blogging. Lets see whats Ive been doing last 2weeks. Ive watched Step Up 2:The Street. Omg!!! Chase Collins soooooooooooo FREAKING HELL CUTE AND HOT!!!! This one is better than the first one (Step Up). Ive also watched Vantage Point. Its a nice movie too. Some people just dont have the patient to watch Vantage Point coz it keep on repeating the same incident. Come on guys, the story is about 8 stranger with their different point of view about the assassination of US President. You should be grateful that they didnt repeat it for 8 times. They just repeat it for around 4-5 times, I think. For those havent watch it yet I bet you guys dont understand what Im talking about. So, I suggest you all to watch it, then you'll know what Im talking about.

QBM GSC 1st Anniversary Annual Dinner

Date : 02 March 2008 (Midnight -> 03 March 2008)

Time : 0000 - 0300

Venue : G Hotel, Gurney

Dress Code : Jeans and T-shirt are not allowed

Actually Im having a hard time to decide whether wanna attend GSC annual dinner or not. So pening la. I didnt go, they will deduct rm40 from our salary. The annual dinner starts at 1200am. I suppose this is annual supper. Lol!!! 1200am until 0300 at G Hotel, Gurney. Im working in the morning the next day. Swt!!! Dont know I can wake up or not. You know that Im a big lazy piggy. But I will go to work for sure coz of *HIM. Anyway I havent decide yet what I should wear to the annual dinner. I dont really have much dress for dinner. Ive try out a few pieces of clothes. Comment please.... >,<

1) The Blackie...

2) The Brownie Roundie...

3) The Whitie Words

The black halter back is from Boon Gin as my Bday pressie... I like it but too bad I dont have the big boobs... Lol!!! *continue cam-whoring*

Way To Go Adrian and Colin!!!! Congratzzz!!!

14th February is the season finale of the amazing race asia 2. 3 teams left who are Marc & Rovilson from Philippines *they are very strong.... REALLY STRONG....*, Adrian & Colin from Singapore *i support them!!! GOGOGO!!!* and Pamela & Vanessa from Malaysia. While watching I feel very kan cheong when Adrian & Colin are left behind in Singapore as they forgot to ask their cab to wait for them. But thank God that Adrian managed to finish the last task FIRST!!! Im so excited to know that they are the FIRST team to reach at the pit stop! CONGRATZ!!!!!! But for sure I'll miss the amazing race asia 2. Sobz... sobz....

Jay 2007 The World Tours

According to my blog title, I guess all of you know that what Im going to write for today, right... Well, Yesterday went for movie with Ai Ling and Boon Gin. We watch KUNG FU DUNK!!!!!!!!! Hooray!!! Its must watch movie!!! Funny and nice and not forgetting about my cool Jay Chou. I LOVE him!!!! Then, we went to Cd-Rama. As I want to buy Jay's concert dvd. And Ive bought it. Kekez!!! XD

Jay 2007 The World Tours (DVD + 2CD)

[LOVE music, LOVE JAY]